blood on the paper and skin on my teeth;

As previously stated, this journal isn't going to be deleted, but I'm in the process of privating all of the entries and it's going to be dead.

Red flag for you? If you haven't unadded it or if you still want to listen to my bullshit at synthboard, add me over there.

Thx.

**MOVING TO synthboard QUEERS. ADD ME IF YOU WANT TO, DON'T IF YOU DON'T. EASY ENOUGH.**

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ugh. back to transferring my ten billion icons :|

WELL LETS GET THIS BUTTFUCK OF A POST UNDERWAY, SHALL WE?

Keep in mind I just got this camera so-- 1. i took A LOT of really pointless pictures, and 2. they aren't very good seeing as though i didn't really know what i was doing.



Thus I bring you DESU TRIP 08.
( Hella image heavy~ )

I'll probably edit later. That was strained XD

Sleeping now, thx.

SO. Currently at the lake with the Chicago family and Kim...being awesome and updating from my enV *3* Not as cool seeing as though Kim is sitting across the table with an enV 2. Whore. *bitter*

the baptism was...i don't know the word for it. Of course Kim and i were sitting together so it kinda ruined the beauty or whatever.

my fatass is hungry. Hmmm.

because i forget everything:

( bands i've seen )

to be updated when i see more bands or remember the other ones D:

comment. i'm not picky.

also? feel free to tell me if I'm using an icon of yours. I forget to credit. a lot.

The banner was made by moonchild30. Very nice ♥

*random NIN fangirl moment*

So I didn't really like the new NIN CD, right?

The things I like about the old things are the repetitive...ness. Its hard to explain to non-NIN fans...like 'The Bottom of the Spiral' has the theme from the 'Closer' keyboard...only its solem and on a guitar...and La Mer...though my personal favorite is how he uses the phrase 'nothing can stop me now' a lot (which is originally, I think, from 'Piggy').

SO anyway...I was listening to Sunspots (Which is off the new CD) and HOLY CRAP, he says 'nothing can stop me now'~! I don't know if he ment to throw in the whole repetitve goodness he usually does, but it made me happy and kinda renewed my faith in him after 'With Teeth'.

Beef: ....you're wearing a 'With Teeth' shirt you tard.

....

blah. going to bed. too much fanfiction. Much love and happy trails.

-Sin
This machine is obsolete

Sooo....

Thursday/Friday night we went and saw the new Harry Potter movie, which got my dork meter up about 40 points. It wasen't too bad...I just really don't like the movies. Damn Miranda and her perswasive talking.

Umm...thats about all the news. My fandom transfer finally happened, and I'm back on Potter ~_~ I swear, it would kill me to evenly like something...nooo, I have to be obsessive with it for weeks on end and then it just randomly changed. Goddamnit.

Uh, I've given up on passing history this semester. Not only did I fail first quarter (meaning I'd have to have a 100% to pass the semester) but I skip so much, I doubt they'll give me the credit anyway. I think I went twice last week x_X

Er. And thats all I can really think of at the moment. So, much love and happy trails.

-Sin
Cus I can if I dont, cus I wanna

So. I'm still in my stupid Final Fantasy VII phase...

Beef: Ah, withdrawls.

Theres a fucking awesome essay on Zack and Cloud...and a hella awesome fanfic about them I'll linkie later. Raaah.

In the meantime...two random pictures...


( Sins fandom created 'Armor for Sleep' CD cover...and some random picture from summer school )

Um. Yeah. I should be shleepin' :D Much love and happy trails.

-Sin
"I personally think that bannanas and cucumbers are equally sexual."
"Beef, shut up. You're ruining the excitment of the food groups."
"Just saying...."

*makes high pitched noise similar to...well, an obsessive fangirl*

LKJW#EOIN#!OIN~!

*makes a bunch of incoherant fangirl noises, the only words heard are 'advent children', 'Zack', and 'motha fuckah!'*

Beef: *sighs* You'll have to forgive her. She's been watching Advent Children AMVs and trailors.

WHOOOOOOOOO~!

Beef: ...damned fangirls.

MUCH LVOI#NE )O!(@J ) ~!

-SIN!
DOOOO~!

Blaaah.

So I still feel like crap. I keep coughing my lungs up, and I get really tired from doing something little like walking across the room...and I get a throbbing headache when I do anything besides lay down. I dunno...this happens every time I get a little cold. Either that or I'm blaming this on either Sandra or Jason, since they were the only two people I know who've been sick. But Sandras cool, so I'm blaming Jason. Stupid Jason.

The thing is I'm hyper. I don't know how the hell that happened, but I want to jump around and listen to fun music. A steady diet of muscle relaxers and nyquil is getting me better though. Whoo.

I like a rap song x_X Its that Kanye West song that stupid fucking Jason sings all the time. I downloaded it, and I effing like it. Goddamnit.

I started another story too...its based off some weird ass dream I had. It hasen't got much of a plot besides a Catholic lesbian and a crossdressing guy. Oh, and they smoke. I hate it when I get ideas without plots. Maybe thats why I've had writers block FOR TWO FUCKING MONTHS. Its really sad...when I was in 7th and 8th grade I would pound out a story every week...and it had plot and everything. Now I'm going...how the HELL did I manage that? Eh. I've got 5 pages on the new story, so I guess its a start.

I am so drugged....I just thought how fun it felt to be typing again. Heee...mmm ny-quil. Its gotten to the point that drinking half a bottle of the stuff won't even knock me out. And I'm rambling :D IT HAS HAPPENED.

Uh. What else. I like Nine Inch Nails!

Scott: *whoops a panda*

I miss Melody...I need to call her back. Mother said she rang while I was sleeping yesterday. God I'm lazy. BUT THATS OKAY. I missed a week of school, but I pretty much know what we were doing in every one of the classes...so I'm doin' alright. The only thing is I have to do all the work that I know I need to do. Blah.

Well. I guess Sinathin is back to le couch. *wanders* Much love and happy trails.

-Sin
Go on, tell her you love her

( *sneezes* )

-Sin
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers.
I'll be alright
when my hands get warm.

OMFG.

GUESS WHO JUST (finally) BEAT FINAL FUCKING FANTASY VII?!

THATS RIGHT.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!

Sephy looked so sad when I killed him though =\ I felt kinda bad.

And I fucking hate Tifa. She ruins everything. Cloud loves Zack you dumb bitch, back off >.<

aaaand.....

OMG!!!! LITTlE RED XIIIs!!! :D That just made the entire thing better.

So yeah. Sinith is happy. Sinith should probably be doing the sleep now. Much love.

-Sin
DOO DOO DOO!!!

This summarizes what I've been doing ALL FUCKING DAY. except mine won't even do each other... [I really don't have anything better to do >>;]

I fucking hate chocobos.
I'm going to give a chicken sterioids just so I can kill it *twitch*

In other news, still on a NIN high.

Note the angsty Cloud icon. Whoo Angsty Cloud [angst gets a capital 'a' because Cloud is that much of an emo <3]

Random thought...does anyone [er...and by anyone I mean fellow FF7 geek-oids] think that Bugugheagen or whatever his name is [Nanaki/Red XIIIs 'Grandpa'] I think that would be awesome. An old short man just kinda floating around. Heh. I'm easilly amused. Then again...he dies, dosen't he? Eh.

*goes off to make some chocobo whoopie*

Much love et such.

-Sin
You let me do this to you.

Has anyone ever seen the musical 'Newsies'?
Jesus christ, the two main characters are like...in love with each other.
Damn disney movies and their lack of gay culture.

Not that I'm a raving musical fan or anything (they're getting me there)
but we watched it last night.
It wasen't that bad.
Its just that the two main characters were hella gay for each other.
Even Sandra and Miranda (and Cassie) agreed with me once I pointed it out.
So. I'll read fanfiction till I'm full...then hopefully finish
reading Queen of the Damned. We're at the point that Kyhman and Mael
are ranting...
Mael: *rants about life and such*
Kyhman: *rants about the queen*
Armand: *feels the need to interject and rants about God*
Lestat: PLEASE GOD GIVE ME CANCER.

Alright. I'll shut up.

Much love & happy trails :D

-Sin
Its really not so bad once you get past the taste

Ever been in the mood to listen to something...
but you couldn't figure out what it was?
Then you find it?
And just want to fucking explode and listen to it 239029 times?
...^^
Mr. Self Destruct. Nine Inch Nails.
I shall listen till my brain rots <3

I really should work on finishing reading 'Queen of the damned'
I usually consume those books within like...a week.
Its been almost a month. I is a bad Anne Rice fangirl. *angst*

Beef: The books came out years ago, I hardly think
you can start worrying now.

Gee thanks Beef.
Mmm. Its cloudy today.

-Sin
You let me do this to you...I am an insect

RAAAAH *rips hair out* HALO ISEN'T WORKING.
RAAAAAAAAAAAH.
That really should be the last on my list of problems, but fuck that. HALO.

Tagged by mein Melodizzle (oddorable)

Its halloween, and I'm listening to a halloween mix...so the majority of these songs are on that mix :D

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they’re any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to.

Songs:
1. "Whats this?" The Nightmare Before Christmas
2. "This is Halloween" The Nightmare Before Christmas
3. "Halloween" The Misfits
4. "The Mark has been made" Nine Inch Nails
5. "Teenage Zombie" The Murderdolls
6. "Halloween" Stephen Lynch
7. "Mobscene" Marilyn Manson

Tag 7 people?
8ofspades_fatal_desire_momowa666millyfanpookie_cheeseamethyst_glass

God I hate tagging people...I'm afraid they're gonna be like "Mother fucker I'm not doing that! RAAAAWR."

I now have the giant urge to watch the Nightmare Before Christmas. Raaah. I'm a loser. I should be off doing something. But I'm an antisocial loser, so thats okay.

I got an e-mail from a guy I haven't talked to in forever off ff.net. Whoo!

Anyway. Bleh. Much love and happy trails. Happy Halloween.

-Sin
I promise I'll let you go home
If you swear not to tell a soul
but I'll just untie these...
ah, who am I kidding
wheres my chainsaw?! LETS ROCK AND ROLL!

So. Schools not goin' real great.

I'm doing great in english...except I haven't turned in the benchmark, which hella brings it down. Ppth. And I'm failing history. Probably because I never do the homework and I skip it 50% of the time...but he goes to fast and I don't get any of it, so I either sleep, read (he throws things at me, so I can't do that unless I'm reading out of the history book) or skip. Usually, its skip.

And we get report cards next week! Yay! *sarcasm drips*

Bleh. I think I should just take some classes online and get government and health out of the way...meh. Oh well. I'm doing just fine illegally trafficing CDs

I found a band called Midnight Syndicate. And I like them. WHOO. MORE THINGS TO OBSESS OVER.

But I got the Brand New CD...*melts* I think I'm in love.

I'd also like to mention that I feel like I'm not being friendly enough with my friends...that is, the friends on my friends list...of friendlyness. I'd just like to remind you, that you all make me happy and I am personally stalking each and every one of you :D Yes, That means you! LOOK OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW. Uh. I love you guys. Seirously.

So. Uh. Yeah. Much love and happy trails.

Beef: BUT MY HEART IS IN OOOHIIIIIIIIIOOO~!

*slaps*

-Sin
I hope the next boy you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips

I'm in digital imaging...again.

The teacher isen't here, so everyones on myspace. Then theres me...whoo, Livejournal.

Uh. I have to go to the dentist in like...10 minutes. I'm fucking scared. My mouth still hurts from last time x_X

So. Yeah. Sin out.

Much love and happy trails.

-Sin