blood on the paper and skin on my teeth;

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 22:51:31 GMT

As previously stated, this journal isn't going to be deleted, but I'm in the process of privating all of the entries and it's going to be dead.

Red flag for you? If you haven't unadded it or if you still want to listen to my bullshit at synthboard, add me over there.

Thx.

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 07:30:53 GMT

**MOVING TO synthboard QUEERS. ADD ME IF YOU WANT TO, DON'T IF YOU DON'T. EASY ENOUGH.**

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ugh. back to transferring my ten billion icons :|

desudesutrip :D

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:43:34 GMT

WELL LETS GET THIS BUTTFUCK OF A POST UNDERWAY, SHALL WE?

Keep in mind I just got this camera so-- 1. i took A LOT of really pointless pictures, and 2. they aren't very good seeing as though i didn't really know what i was doing.

Thus I bring you DESU TRIP 08.

So, I didn't really sleep the night before we left. I was up most of the night looking for those stupid fucking tickets. . . until about 4am. That was the point I think I said "OH HEY LETS CHECK THE WEBSITE." and it gave me a number to call during normal bussiness hours. Around 5, after making sure I had everything packed I passed out watching Star Trek with my Mum.

THEN 7AM ROLLS AROUND AND SINCLAIR DOESN'T WANT TO BE AWAKE THANKS.

The first leg of the drive was. . . boring, but at least there was something to look at :| After the junction going to Spokane there was NOTHING. AUGH IT SUCKED.

abandoned concrete mill ♥

hills n' shit heading up past ontario.

THIS IS WHAT WE HAD TO LOOK AT FOR ABOUT THREE HOURS> AUGH IT WAS BORING.

fucking gass prices. it was like. 4.50 or some shit in spokane. blech.

the "OMG WE REACHED LANNNNNNNNNNNNNND NO MOAR DRIVING" picture when we got to the venue in spokane. corey and miranda in the parking lot in front of the underoath tour bus :D

le trunk. yes that is a pineappl,e and yes we gave it to underoath.

the venue was actauly a coffee shop on the outside so we sat and ate. yayyy. enthusiastic 'hell yeah' expressions from mir and corey.

Concert was. . . UnderOathy XD The opening bands were Ill Patriot and POS. Ill Patriot wasn't that good but it was like. . . Underoaths tour managers band so, eh. He went through the line outside and gave everyone high fives. We were behind some little teeny bopper douchebags which is always funny. They were like. 14.

Anyway. POS was really good through-- never really saw UnderOath bringing a rapper on tour with them which was kind of cool seeing as though this poor dude was like "OKAY I KNOW FOR A FACT A GOOD 50 PERCENT OF YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HIP HOP IS" XDD but he was really really good.

No barrier either :Db Was in front of Grant and James this time, which was a first. Friggin' Grant kept headsweating on me though. Awesome. JAMES DOESN'T DO ANYTHING JESUS HE JUST STOOD THERE. Oh welll~ Played two new songs, which was kind of hard to hear live first I guess. From what I could decipher it wasn't bad though.

afterwards we saw Seth (pos rapper dude :D) and talked to him for a moment and took this nasty ass candid picture.

stopped at walmart and got nutrient to drive to seattle. corey and i fell asleep and poor mir drove most the four hours by herself :\ I woke up and talked her out of sleeping. Of course we got lost on the way-- called Sandra with "So uh. We're IN seattle. Did we go too far?"

Found Sandras, desecrated her couch with my shit and took the greatest shower ever.

Corey doing. . . something.

Woke up to Sandra and her neice the next morning.

Fuck waking up.

View outside of Sandras door.

OFF TO MAYHEM FEST. Very, very lost. But a very pretty place to get lost in :D

So we get there and the line is long as fuck. We have to go straight to the front to the box office to ask about the tickets. THE WOMAN SERIOUSLY WOULDN'T BELEIVE ME. "Well where'd you get them?"
"Uh. The internet."
"What website?"
"The one that the mayhem website led to. I can't remember the exact name. Live nation, I think."
"*looks me up and down* Are you sure?"
"DLKFJDLKJFD NO I'M NOT SURE I TOLD YOU I DON'T REMEMBER."
But after that we got pit bracelets and the tickets and Miranda cut us in line :D The lady putting the pit bracelets on us were flat out like "Watch your backs girls, people have been stealing these from other people."

So we kind of fluttered around watching random bands before standing in line to get shit signed by UnderOath, watched Walls of Jerico and some bmx stuff before Suicide Silence.

Walls of Jerico was awesome, Suicide Silence was awesome. The leadsinger of Suicide has such mad vocals and he looks so out of place with the rest of the band. The others have long hella metal hair and he looks like this little emo kid XD Cute was really the only way to describe him.

UnderOath was good. . . again. They did the "WE DO THIS FOR JESUS" rant and they got pretty booed which is kind of a first. Ususally people are like "kay whatever" but yeah. YAY METAL FESTIVALS.

Then we stood in line to buy expensive food, we met a dude named Eddy in line and Miranda ended up giving him her pit bracelet since she really didn't want to be dwown there. Fair enough. I didn't go down for Mastadon or Dragonforce and just kinda. . . watched from a distance. I went down for Disturbed, who were actualy really really good live. I was expecting it to kind of blow XD

They did 'the sickness' last-- building up to the 'ooo wa ka ka ka' thing, right before it the lights turned off and everyone just fucking booed him XDDD It was funny.

THEN SLIPKNOT JESUS CHRIST. First off I was scared as fuck because I had my phone in my pocket and I was wearing FLIP FLOPS. They were amazing though-- the only thing I can remember is not knowing where to look. It was funny though-- eight guys on stage who aren't all constantly doing something, they'd get bored and do funny stuff. Like Sid came out and started climbing all over Chris' drumset, Shawn started two stepping all over the stage and like. Spanking Corey with his mallet XDD They were easily one of the best bands I've ever seen live. It was dead sexy.

So we go to leave (Miranda only stayed for like. Half an hour of Slipknot, she felt pretty nasty) but it was HELL trying to get out. There was like. No traffic system and the stupid ampatheatre emptied onto like. This little local road :| Poor Miranda was almost crying because she was so frustrated. . . I felt horrible that I was in such a good mood.

So we got back to Sandras, slept and headed out the next morning to Seattle. The original plan was to figure out the public transit.

walking to get tickets. plan backfired anyway.

JUICE BOX.

Standing around the kitchen. Coreyyy.

Corey & Juice Box.

Mir and Corey outside.

YAY WE ONLY GOT SORT OF LOST.

Pikes Place. Kinda.

Miranda Corey and Sandra walkin'.

The view from the place we ate. Sexy awesome.

Sandra thought about it.

Miranda likes water.

COrey being photogenic.

Market!

Tea shoppe.

Downtown.

Took us forever to find this stupid warf.

Corey.

Sandra.

Giant troll thing they built under a bridge in freemont.

Corey and Sandra.

Ugh I can't even look at this I got so sick the next day.

Lenin Statue.

Freemont was cute.

Gelato! They had neato flavors. Miranda got like. bannana bread and I got lavander.

Next day, drove through Astoria.

Seaside was really cute and had little shoppes like this all ovver the place.

"I'm so goth even my ice cream is black"

obligitory 'lets write something in the sand at the ocean' shot.

Ocean!

I suck at ttaking jumping pictures.

Mir and I. and a lot of my hair.

We rode a carosel because we're hella bad ass.

leninade! XD

aweosme sleeping face is awesome.

before hitting portland we stopped in lake oseago or something. it was cute.

fuckin' tasty ass soy chai and vegan brownie. ohhh yeah i'm hip.

"look! a thing!"

". . . a lot of old people live here, huh?"

mir gives the giant hand a highfive.

and corey gropes it.

we get to portland and kind of. . . pass out. long day. corey and i's phones. i'm amused we have the same one.

necxt day we go to the saturday morning market.

fountain.

DESU BUBBLE TEA

We did obligitory portland stuff like hitting up 293 coffee places and powells. I wasted money on books, we ate a lot and just. . . hung around. it was a good day. came home, slept (kinda) and left the next day without getting lost too bad :D

better shot of the cement factory. i love that stupid thing.

I'll probably edit later. That was strained XD

Sleeping now, thx.

mmm water.

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 20:08:32 GMT

SO. Currently at the lake with the Chicago family and Kim...being awesome and updating from my enV *3* Not as cool seeing as though Kim is sitting across the table with an enV 2. Whore. *bitter*

the baptism was...i don't know the word for it. Of course Kim and i were sitting together so it kinda ruined the beauty or whatever.

my fatass is hungry. Hmmm.

golly.

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 20:50:47 GMT

because i forget everything:

a:
♦aiden
♦afi
♦amber pacific
♦as i lay dying
♦anti-flag
♦the almost
♦alesana
♦the akas
♦armor for sleep
♦all that remains.
♦the academy is. . .

b:
♦bayside
♦bauhaus
♦bright eyes
♦boston
♦the bronx

c:
♦chiodos
♦the casualties
♦canoe
♦cobra starship
♦classic crime

d:
♦draco and the malfoys
♦drop dead gorgeous
♦the devil wears prada
♦disturbed

e:
♦every time i die [x3]
♦emery

f:
♦from autumn to ashes
♦the faint [x2]
♦foxy shazam

g:
♦gwen stacy

h:
♦harry and the potters
♦haste the day [x3]
♦the horrorpops

i:
♦it dies today
♦ill patriot

j:
♦joan jett

k:
♦karate high school

l:

m:
♦maylene and the sons of disaster [x4]
♦motion city soundtrack [x2]

n:
♦nine inch nails

o:
♦ok ikumi

p:
♦poison the well [x3]
♦point juncture, wa
♦peachcake
♦playradiplay
♦POS

q:

r:
♦rise against [x2]
♦reel big fish

s:
♦saosin
♦scary kids scaring kids
♦senses fail
♦the sleeping
♦services
♦so they say
♦suicide silence
♦slipknot
♦shy child

t:
♦tv on the radio
♦throwdown
♦treaty of paris

u:
♦underoath [x6]
♦unicorn feather

v:
♦the very most

w:
♦wednesday 13
♦walls of jerico

x:

y:

z:

to be updated when i see more bands or remember the other ones D:

friends only, yo.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 21:11:37 GMT

comment. i'm not picky.

also? feel free to tell me if I'm using an icon of yours. I forget to credit. a lot.

The banner was made by moonchild30. Very nice ♥

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 07:05:32 GMT

*random NIN fangirl moment*

So I didn't really like the new NIN CD, right?

The things I like about the old things are the repetitive...ness. Its hard to explain to non-NIN fans...like 'The Bottom of the Spiral' has the theme from the 'Closer' keyboard...only its solem and on a guitar...and La Mer...though my personal favorite is how he uses the phrase 'nothing can stop me now' a lot (which is originally, I think, from 'Piggy').

SO anyway...I was listening to Sunspots (Which is off the new CD) and HOLY CRAP, he says 'nothing can stop me now'~! I don't know if he ment to throw in the whole repetitve goodness he usually does, but it made me happy and kinda renewed my faith in him after 'With Teeth'.

Beef: ....you're wearing a 'With Teeth' shirt you tard.

....

blah. going to bed. too much fanfiction. Much love and happy trails.

-Sin
This machine is obsolete

I'm hearing voices, but all they do is complain...

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 19:09:52 GMT

Sooo....

Thursday/Friday night we went and saw the new Harry Potter movie, which got my dork meter up about 40 points. It wasen't too bad...I just really don't like the movies. Damn Miranda and her perswasive talking.

Umm...thats about all the news. My fandom transfer finally happened, and I'm back on Potter ~_~ I swear, it would kill me to evenly like something...nooo, I have to be obsessive with it for weeks on end and then it just randomly changed. Goddamnit.

Uh, I've given up on passing history this semester. Not only did I fail first quarter (meaning I'd have to have a 100% to pass the semester) but I skip so much, I doubt they'll give me the credit anyway. I think I went twice last week x_X

Er. And thats all I can really think of at the moment. So, much love and happy trails.

-Sin
Cus I can if I dont, cus I wanna

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 04:47:21 GMT

So. I'm still in my stupid Final Fantasy VII phase...

Beef: Ah, withdrawls.

Theres a fucking awesome essay on Zack and Cloud...and a hella awesome fanfic about them I'll linkie later. Raaah.

In the meantime...two random pictures...

So this was taken in summer school by Michael...It looks like my nose is purple XD

This was for digital imaging...it looked so much better in the .mix format, and when it wasen't blown up, but thats how photobucket saved it. Whoo.

Um. Yeah. I should be shleepin' :D Much love and happy trails.

-Sin
"I personally think that bannanas and cucumbers are equally sexual."
"Beef, shut up. You're ruining the excitment of the food groups."
"Just saying...."

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 02:36:26 GMT

*makes high pitched noise similar to...well, an obsessive fangirl*

LKJW#EOIN#!OIN~!

*makes a bunch of incoherant fangirl noises, the only words heard are 'advent children', 'Zack', and 'motha fuckah!'*

Beef: *sighs* You'll have to forgive her. She's been watching Advent Children AMVs and trailors.

WHOOOOOOOOO~!

Beef: ...damned fangirls.

MUCH LVOI#NE )O!(@J ) ~!

-SIN!
DOOOO~!

insert a divine mix between rant and actual update

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 20:22:26 GMT

Blaaah.

So I still feel like crap. I keep coughing my lungs up, and I get really tired from doing something little like walking across the room...and I get a throbbing headache when I do anything besides lay down. I dunno...this happens every time I get a little cold. Either that or I'm blaming this on either Sandra or Jason, since they were the only two people I know who've been sick. But Sandras cool, so I'm blaming Jason. Stupid Jason.

The thing is I'm hyper. I don't know how the hell that happened, but I want to jump around and listen to fun music. A steady diet of muscle relaxers and nyquil is getting me better though. Whoo.

I like a rap song x_X Its that Kanye West song that stupid fucking Jason sings all the time. I downloaded it, and I effing like it. Goddamnit.

I started another story too...its based off some weird ass dream I had. It hasen't got much of a plot besides a Catholic lesbian and a crossdressing guy. Oh, and they smoke. I hate it when I get ideas without plots. Maybe thats why I've had writers block FOR TWO FUCKING MONTHS. Its really sad...when I was in 7th and 8th grade I would pound out a story every week...and it had plot and everything. Now I'm going...how the HELL did I manage that? Eh. I've got 5 pages on the new story, so I guess its a start.

I am so drugged....I just thought how fun it felt to be typing again. Heee...mmm ny-quil. Its gotten to the point that drinking half a bottle of the stuff won't even knock me out. And I'm rambling :D IT HAS HAPPENED.

Uh. What else. I like Nine Inch Nails!

Scott: *whoops a panda*

I miss Melody...I need to call her back. Mother said she rang while I was sleeping yesterday. God I'm lazy. BUT THATS OKAY. I missed a week of school, but I pretty much know what we were doing in every one of the classes...so I'm doin' alright. The only thing is I have to do all the work that I know I need to do. Blah.

Well. I guess Sinathin is back to le couch. *wanders* Much love and happy trails.

-Sin
Go on, tell her you love her

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 03:50:06 GMT

01. Your name plus "y":
Sinclairy

02. Two feelings at the moment?
sick and tired

03. What are you listening to right now
Romantic Guitar...Chopin

04. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind: If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs, would you still love me anyway?

05. Describe where you are right now?
livin room

06. What was your highlight of the week?
uh. The breif times I didn't feel like crap?

07. What are you craving to have right now?
cherry ny-quil

08. Any unforgettable childhood memory?
My Grandpa =)

09. A not-so-good childhood memory?
...not gonna go into that

10. What are your nicknames?
Sin, Sinny, Sinathin

11. Your three plans for tomorrow?
1- sleep
2- consider school
3- do some makeup work

12. Your three plans for today?
1- sleep
2- read
3- drink lots of fluids! *cheesy smile*

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
sure

14. Do you party?
Haha. No.

15. Ever gotten drunk?
yes

16. Fill in the blank:
I need a hug *I agree with Melody...ha, that rhymes*

17. Say something to the person who sent you this:
I luff meh Melodizzle.

18. Mary has her little lamb. what do you want?
some nyquil ~~and a hooker~~ would be nice

20. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers!?
holy shit, that is exfoliating!

21. Are you feeling hungry?
no

22. Who do you miss right now?
Melody

23. Last friend you saw online?
uh. Jason and Chris.

24. Are you in love?
erm. sure.

25. What do you like about night?
the lack of that obnoxious sun thing.

26. If you were in a farm.. what do you want to see?
gravy. and rabid llamma nipples.

27. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
a vet...then I realized I can see animals in pain.

28. Last gift?
a little ornament of snoopy and woodstock

30. Do you play an instrument?
flute...piano...guitar. Those go in order of talent.

31. What song did u last hear?
Fur Elise - bethoven

-Sin
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers.
I'll be alright
when my hands get warm.

Little Red XIIIs!!!1! fangirl squee

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 06:03:51 GMT

OMFG.

GUESS WHO JUST (finally) BEAT FINAL FUCKING FANTASY VII?!

THATS RIGHT.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!

Sephy looked so sad when I killed him though =\ I felt kinda bad.

And I fucking hate Tifa. She ruins everything. Cloud loves Zack you dumb bitch, back off >.<

aaaand.....

OMG!!!! LITTlE RED XIIIs!!! :D That just made the entire thing better.

So yeah. Sinith is happy. Sinith should probably be doing the sleep now. Much love.

-Sin
DOO DOO DOO!!!

I am denial guilt and fear <3

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 00:31:15 GMT

This summarizes what I've been doing ALL FUCKING DAY. except mine won't even do each other... [I really don't have anything better to do >>;]

I fucking hate chocobos.
I'm going to give a chicken sterioids just so I can kill it *twitch*

In other news, still on a NIN high.

Note the angsty Cloud icon. Whoo Angsty Cloud [angst gets a capital 'a' because Cloud is that much of an emo <3]

Random thought...does anyone [er...and by anyone I mean fellow FF7 geek-oids] think that Bugugheagen or whatever his name is [Nanaki/Red XIIIs 'Grandpa'] I think that would be awesome. An old short man just kinda floating around. Heh. I'm easilly amused. Then again...he dies, dosen't he? Eh.

*goes off to make some chocobo whoopie*

Much love et such.

-Sin
You let me do this to you.

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 18:08:39 GMT

Has anyone ever seen the musical 'Newsies'?
Jesus christ, the two main characters are like...in love with each other.
Damn disney movies and their lack of gay culture.

Not that I'm a raving musical fan or anything (they're getting me there)
but we watched it last night.
It wasen't that bad.
Its just that the two main characters were hella gay for each other.
Even Sandra and Miranda (and Cassie) agreed with me once I pointed it out.
So. I'll read fanfiction till I'm full...then hopefully finish
reading Queen of the Damned. We're at the point that Kyhman and Mael
are ranting...
Mael: *rants about life and such*
Kyhman: *rants about the queen*
Armand: *feels the need to interject and rants about God*
Lestat: PLEASE GOD GIVE ME CANCER.

Alright. I'll shut up.

Much love & happy trails :D

-Sin
Its really not so bad once you get past the taste

I am the needle in your vein

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 20:30:10 GMT

Ever been in the mood to listen to something...
but you couldn't figure out what it was?
Then you find it?
And just want to fucking explode and listen to it 239029 times?
...^^
Mr. Self Destruct. Nine Inch Nails.
I shall listen till my brain rots <3

I really should work on finishing reading 'Queen of the damned'
I usually consume those books within like...a week.
Its been almost a month. I is a bad Anne Rice fangirl. *angst*

Beef: The books came out years ago, I hardly think
you can start worrying now.

Gee thanks Beef.
Mmm. Its cloudy today.

-Sin
You let me do this to you...I am an insect

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 01:34:31 GMT

RAAAAH *rips hair out* HALO ISEN'T WORKING.
RAAAAAAAAAAAH.
That really should be the last on my list of problems, but fuck that. HALO.

Kids in the basement screaming to be let free...thats what halloween means to me

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 03:22:27 GMT

Tagged by mein Melodizzle (oddorable)

Its halloween, and I'm listening to a halloween mix...so the majority of these songs are on that mix :D

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they’re any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to.

Songs:
1. "Whats this?" The Nightmare Before Christmas
2. "This is Halloween" The Nightmare Before Christmas
3. "Halloween" The Misfits
4. "The Mark has been made" Nine Inch Nails
5. "Teenage Zombie" The Murderdolls
6. "Halloween" Stephen Lynch
7. "Mobscene" Marilyn Manson

Tag 7 people?
8ofspades_fatal_desire_momowa666millyfanpookie_cheeseamethyst_glass

God I hate tagging people...I'm afraid they're gonna be like "Mother fucker I'm not doing that! RAAAAWR."

I now have the giant urge to watch the Nightmare Before Christmas. Raaah. I'm a loser. I should be off doing something. But I'm an antisocial loser, so thats okay.

I got an e-mail from a guy I haven't talked to in forever off ff.net. Whoo!

Anyway. Bleh. Much love and happy trails. Happy Halloween.

-Sin
I promise I'll let you go home
If you swear not to tell a soul
but I'll just untie these...
ah, who am I kidding
wheres my chainsaw?! LETS ROCK AND ROLL!

This is Sariah. Shes not goth...shes just an uber geek.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 01:04:28 GMT

So. Schools not goin' real great.

I'm doing great in english...except I haven't turned in the benchmark, which hella brings it down. Ppth. And I'm failing history. Probably because I never do the homework and I skip it 50% of the time...but he goes to fast and I don't get any of it, so I either sleep, read (he throws things at me, so I can't do that unless I'm reading out of the history book) or skip. Usually, its skip.

And we get report cards next week! Yay! *sarcasm drips*

Bleh. I think I should just take some classes online and get government and health out of the way...meh. Oh well. ~~I'm doing just fine illegally trafficing CDs~~

I found a band called Midnight Syndicate. And I like them. WHOO. MORE THINGS TO OBSESS OVER.

But I got the Brand New CD...*melts* I think I'm in love.

I'd also like to mention that I feel like I'm not being friendly enough with my friends...that is, the friends on my friends list...of friendlyness. I'd just like to remind you, that you all make me happy ~~and I am personally stalking each and every one of you :D Yes, That means you! LOOK OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW.~~ Uh. I love you guys. Seirously.

So. Uh. Yeah. Much love and happy trails.

Beef: BUT MY HEART IS IN OOOHIIIIIIIIIOOO~!

*slaps*

-Sin
I hope the next boy you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 20:16:38 GMT

I'm in digital imaging...again.

The teacher isen't here, so everyones on myspace. Then theres me...whoo, Livejournal.

Uh. I have to go to the dentist in like...10 minutes. I'm fucking scared. My mouth still hurts from last time x_X

So. Yeah. Sin out.

Much love and happy trails.

-Sin

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 15:12:32 GMT

__wegaveoureyes is blah.

I've met prosthetic legs with more get-up-and-go than you. Could you be less melancholy and go out and do something?

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-Sin
Singin' to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 17:35:51 GMT

Blah. We went and saw Serenity last night...which wasen't that great, but not horrible. It seemed like one of those movies that would come on the sci-fi channel at 1 in the morning. After that we hung out with Sandra and cried over her and begged her to forgive us for doubting her.

No school today, teacher inservice. I should be grasping this oppertunity to do that massive ammount of homework I haven't done yet...*crickets*

So. Yeah. Fun stuff.

Mothers in a bad mood. That means Sinith is going to clean as to apraise her, then run off for the rest of the day. Fun.

I haven't seen Chella in like...three days 0_o Woah.

The house is a mess. I'm failing all my classes. I have massive ammuonts of makeup work to do. AND I DON'T CARE.

Much love et bon trails.

-Sin
But it makes no diffrence cus it knocks you off your feet

Remember there are no stupid questions, just stupid people. -Mr Garrison

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 04:51:19 GMT

Jesbus. The new Ill Nino song is like, 20 minutes long. Its goodness though. Mmm, nu metal <3 I'm a bad fangirl, the song came out about two months ago *hits self*

Oh, we got in a car crash. That sucked balls.

Oh, I got my music folder down to 750 songs! Its pretty damn good considering it used to be 910 =D

I need to find fake fur for meh Squall jacket...I've kinda given up on the Red XIII idea. I dunno. Theres like...no final fantasy people with shoulder leangth brown hair. I could crimp it and get a Nightmare before christmas beanie and be Corey Taylor o_o Thats kinda boring though. I could be Gereld Way...but I hate him. Hm.

I'm off to get pie with Miranda and the rest of them. Much love and happy trails kids.

-Sin
Filth looked back and smiled, she was to tired to do much else

this surley is a dream...

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 17:12:43 GMT

So. Today was dress up day but Mum made me stay home because I started crying when I was making a sandwhich last night...I do suck. I'm not much use at school anyway. I'm so behind in everything and I don't give a flying fuck about anything we're doing.

I wanted to see Chellas rendition of Vincent though. I was gonna be Squall today...and Red XIII for just Halloween but I can't find red gloves. I think I'm just gonna do that for halloween...I have to borrow my grandmas red skirt (stfu, I love my Grandma) and find some red cat ears...black out one of my eyes and I think it'd be good.

My mouth hurts. Angst.

I wonder where my binder went...I had like, 3 chapters of a story in it and I lost it.

Red hot American summer is the dumbest movie ever, but theres like...30 seconds of m/m lovin'. I'm such a perv.

I should clean. Or like, not be useless for a minute.

The weird thing is, I miss Mr. Stevenson and Gidian more than anything. The two people I talk to when I'm bored in one class. And Chella. Mmmm, Chella.

Tim Burton needs to marry Johnny Depp...or Jhonen Vasquez. I'm rather opting for Jhonen. Crazy cartoon death obsessive genius' with morbid senses of humor need to stick together. Oooh, Marilyn Manson and Johnny Depp. *shuts up*

Wait no, Davey Havock and Johnny Depp!

Beef: Jesus christ, I swear you're retarded.

Your Mom.

Jay: Thats not even a comeback you dumb bitch.

Rah. Whatever. I think I'll clean.

Much love and happy trails.

-Sin
Whos that lounging in my chair?

tygah

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 17:26:36 GMT

YES. I FINALLY FOUND THE STRING VERSION OF JUST LIKE YOU IMAGINED.

...and yes I'm skipping school.

[nin rant]
so yeah...they layering is kinda off without the piano on 'Just like you imagined'. Its not near as godlike as the original, but its still pretty cool. It sounds kinda irish. The reason I love the song is how it gets intense...then kinda mellows out with a creepy tint to it...and its got just so many layers and depths to it while flowing together....but the string version takes that away...it didn't do half the ups and downs that make the song so awesome. The chreshendo and the end is just...gah. And they didn't have it, goddamnit.

The version of 'something I can never have' is WONDERFUL, just because thats such a mellow and pretty song. 'Suck' and 'Piggy' are kinda different, but I like 'em.
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I skipped school so I could get some makeup work done. You see how well that worked out.

Bleh it was all cloudy and pretty yesterday...now its sunny. Goddamnit.

Meh. Much love and happy trails.

-Sin
*insert awesome piano solo in just like you imagined*